Thread:Wolfman5580/@comment-33719196-20190531031843

Wolf, I'll leave you alone for some time because its clear that you need it, from me at least..........

Before that happens, I would like to answer some of your questions. The reason I broke off communication with you and Pop for a bit, was because of my IRL stuff. I'm sorry if I never told you before but I'm an AP student and the past 3 weeks, I did some of the most stressful and most difficult and tedious hours of testing in my entire life. It's all prepping me for my SATs next year. Even though my mother and father are divorced, they expect me to live up to the life and take the responsibilities of jobs like an Executive or a lawyer. My mom, especially has not slept a wink trying to plan my future because my dad is not there. These issues are what keeps me from coming over here and being open with you an Pop. I barely communicate with you guys in situations such as this promotion thing because I barely had the time to a few weeks ago. My presence on the wiki and my activity was dipping, I admit. You guys have so much more time than me and you have been taking care of this place so damn well. You and Pop alone..............

When I brought up the thing you said to Pontus, it hurt me a bit too because that was me exactly 1 year ago. When I first asked Loracity for admin, he rejected me. No matter how many times I asked, I would be rejected by him. Other admins would promote me because they thought I was doing good, but Loracity demoted me right afterwards. I felt like I would never get this role that I have right now. When you said that to Pontus, I saw myself in that and you were right......I was me who shouldn't forget where I came from. I'm sorry about that.

The final thing was your 3rd message saying that after I was gone, you had to clean up my shit and I come back for 1 week and throw new shit at you. You said something else that I kind of agreed with. You said that Pop had done so much more than me. She sorta did. But it also hurt me too because you have no idea what I did myself and dealing with socks, trolls, protecting hundred of pastas because vandals keep wreaking havoc, organizing events that are eventually forgotten, Mandroid and Chas themselves, saying goodbye to the people who retired who were also my friends, writing pastas, trying to keep the DAMN ACTIVITY UP, and last but not least, trying to relieve myself from reality, divorce, classes, strict ass teachers, and parents who pressure me to reach this goal which I am so thankful for because really, those things have made me a little stronger in everyday life.

I hope you can understand my reasons for leaving and not talking to you guys for so long. If someone did that to me then came back already jumping the gun on a new situation, I wouldn't be happy either. I'm sorry Wolf, but, I'll try my best to stay here and active with you guys. Because lately, I haven't done a good job of it, I'm sorry. 