Board Thread:Trolling/Crapposting/@comment-36621215-20180919151732

Hi everyone, you might know me as a MCCW story writer. I am not very happy, and I am considering leaving the site because I no longer feel very welcome from the 3 ends. Who made it like this? Frown recently blocked me, and I am upset and this is my only way to make it around.

I do admit we had an arguement, but we made up minutes later. But he still tends to block me off the site for mircomodding. Now, I wasn't trying to micromod. Instead, I insisted we take better action against future conflicts, but frown took offense for some reason.

Me and pop were convincing him to calm down, as I am not wanting to fight a new bcrat that is not afraid to voice his proud opinions. But, it didn't really work out the first few times we told him to chill out. In fact, he litteraly told me to flipping shut up right then and there. Now that offended me, and I am not sure i am willing to forgive that.

And right then and there, i started to feel unwelcome, knowing this is what frown would possibly do to me if I tried to suggest another idea that he would find sensitive. So you know what? The hell with ya, I am not going to try to help slow down conflicts anymore. If I can't speak up for myself, than I might aswell never help you, being the helpful and the wanna-fit in guy I am.

This also saddends me, since I was first on the site, me and frown seemed to be really good friends to one and nother. But then recently until now, we seem like we could start a drama conflict, which was never the direction I was aiming for. I was only and ONLY trying to help, not ruin someone's day.

And if frown, if you're reading this. You hurt me very bad, and I don't know if I should forgive you. In fact, you made me consider leaving for a second time, considering I almost left my first. I don't have much to say other than you offended me very much. And I am for sure not happy with you right now, seeing the mess I was turned into after the whole thing.

And now, I am not sure where to go anymore. Do I leave? Or do I not? Only you can help decide what I do.

Also, I forgot to mention I currently have death wishes from stress pressing over me. I've done some rather non normal things such as playing the knife game with no fear of hitting my fingers. I hope this will blow over soon. 