User blog:Evita128/Entry 1: My perspective on the wiki

Hello there,
The user who created this blog post would like to keep their thoughts discreet from others. I'd like to keep this as polite as possible, so please leave.

If you...
- Call me a fragile crush - Read my blog posts - Post irrelevant messages

This is for the people who didn't read my new message wall greeting

Now leave.

How many lies can I say before my actual writing disappears
Begin!

EnderChas's blogposts are lit

I'm a popular girl

Mandroid543 is my favorite person

I like unicorns

I hate anime

I have a crush on Vocaloid Rin

Wolf is a demon

I'm actually good at lying

My thoughts
I suppose it isn't the worst of ideas, to document my time on the RCCW on a blog post. At least I'll be able to confide in something. I joined the wiki during Era 5 and was heavily critical towards certain pastas(e.g. Yugder). A user by the name of Tabuu5 told me to fix it, if it was so horrific. I did. That wasn't the worst I was going to see, the 2nd golden period(as they called it) was far from golden, the person I trusted was assisting his plan. Mandroid's plan.... The bureaucrat resigned from his position and stated he would move on, but that was nothing more than a lie. A mere facade created, so that the wiki would feel a spark of hope that they could rush away from the drama. I didn't realize it happened that often, I didn't realize that they were accustomed to drama. That this had happened with people like Vocaloid Rin and EnderChas. I helped but that sense of curiousity plagued me, so I went to the public information pages. It happened a plethora of times before, so whatever I did wasn't going to prevent it. I lacked in power and it wasn't like I was going to earn trust easily since it had often been broken, nevertheless I fought along side them. Does that make me ignorant to the truth? At least some people are trying to reform the RCCW, but where do I lie on the chessboard? I've read about EnderChas and Mandroid543 and yet I can't understand them. I've read their blogposts and I've retraced their steps, but I always feel like there's something beyond. What kind of sleuth does that make me? I'm supposed to know why but it's as if something is hidden from me. I can see the good and bad they did, but I can't see them. I can't understand the salient pieces of information and the future of the wiki is left unpredictable. Why do these Eras exist, if they come down to the same result and can they finally prevent drama? A part of me yearns for... Well I'll keep that to myself.

--I won't attempt to change the world, I will change it 14:54, January 6, 2019 (UTC)