Decompose

 

'''What you are reading currently is an edited series of blog posts written by Michael ▆▆▆▆▆▆ that document his journey to try and bring his daughter, a now deceased twelve year old girl named Jessica ▆▆▆▆▆▆, who had been affected by Rexo's influence. To proceed, the viewer must accept the risks they should have been briefed on, including;'''

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'''These posts are the some of the only evidence confirming Rexo's existence and are written by a (now deleted) Facebook user named MikeF71, or Micheal ▆▆▆▆▆▆ in 2013. Proceed with caution. '''

Post 1

October 3, 14:31

I’m making this post out to anybody who’s willing to look and try to help understand my situation. I know what I’m going to say sounds absolutely insane, but trust me when I say that I’m all out of other options.

I’m a forty two year old father who just wants to understand why their daughter is acting this way.

I’m posting this here since everyone else seems to be more adept to whatever this may be, but I’m not even sure most of you could know what’s happening to my poor daughter. It is Roblox related though.

She’s just been behaving strangely. Not in the sense that most twelve year olds would act out and such, but worse.

I’ve tried to get her to leave her room, but unless I barge in and drag her out she won’t move. She hasn’t had a shower in weeks and has refused to go to school. I tried to get her dressed and changed for school, but then the school called me to get her since she was ‘acting out’.

Turns out their version of ‘acting out’ is sitting motionlessly in a vegetative state where the only sign of life and movement is to stare at a computer screen and click occasionally.

I tried taking her to the doctor, but all he said was that she was just having an ‘episode’ that could relate to some mental illness or a sudden response to trauma, but she is just suddenly like this and I don’t know why. He told me to give her some anti-depressants and such, but she literally will not move. I even tried hiding them in the food I make for her and she doesn’t touch them when she wolfs it down.

I’ve tried unplugging the monitor, but this just causes her to scream and claw at me until I turn it on again. When I do she just returns to this trance-like state where all she does is play this game.

Roblox.

I’ve never played it myself, which is why I’m posting it here. She’s constantly been either in what looks like a game creator or playing what looks to be two games. I sometimes watch her to look at what she’s been doing. She doesn’t react to me being there for most of the time, but then again she doesn’t really react to anything anymore. When she does react, it’s mostly just staring at me while telling me to get out constantly.

I think one of the games is called something like ‘The Meeting’ while another just looks like keyboard smash. “zmfwa kpqtlzmv” or something. It's just random letters, that's all. I've tried to get a look at what the game she’s making is called, but I don’t really know where I’m supposed to look.

Does anybody here know about any game called The Meeting or something? I just want to know what it’s about and if it has something to do with why my daughter is acting this way. Please, tell me if you know anything about this.

Post 2

October 7, 8:56

Hello again.

Things have gotten worse now than they have before.

I've tried some of the advice I was given and nothing really seemed to work. I tried doing what a lot of you said and tried to give her the pills while she slept, but when I did so she bit me and tried to scratch at me like an animal. Trying to talk her out of it gave me no response. I thought it had worked when I locked her out of her room for a bit to delete the game and her account, but she just created a new one and got right back to whatever it's doing.

It's getting to a point where I may just shut down the computer entirely. I don't want to do it since it's a really expensive computer, but it's seemingly getting there.

I'm also thinking of just calling an ambulance or something so that they can bring her to the hospital and actually try and find why she's behaving like this. She looks malnourished, smells like a dumpster fire, and her eyes are bloodshot red. That cannot be normal nor healthy. It's going to cost a lot to do, but I really don't care.

I just want my daughter back.

I've also been listening to some of your words and trying to look at what game she's playing more and more. I set up a small camera in her room to watch and she didn't notice it for a while. She started playing that Meeting game and it just showed what looked like to be a house game. I don't really know what to call it. I think there were a couple other players with her, but I'm not sure about one of them. It looked less like a normal avatar and more like a weird thin man with a top hat and a bowtie. The closet thing I can resemble it to is Slenderman[1], or at least I believe that's its name.

It had eyes though. It looked like TV static and generally was kind of hard to look at, even through the screen from a camera far away.

I could hear my daughter whisper and typing rapidly on the keyboard to try and respond to the thing. The man, who looks to seem to be the ringleader of the group, was standing in the center of a living room with the avatars talking to each other. I don't quite know what's going on or anything like this. I got a couple of the names of the other players down, I think. One was just keyboard smash (aksjfsweb) and the other was just GhostTree2008. I really hope that whoever that user is isn't another kid who is dealing with something like this.

Again, I just want to know why this is all happening. If anybody has any idea as to what I can do, please just say it. And, please don't say something like 'kill her' or something. She's still my daughter. I still love her. I'm not going to kill her.

Post 3

October 19, 5:11

Things aren't going great at all.

My poor daughter is now in a bloody mental institution because she attacked the neighbor. I was out getting some groceries and I found our cat all... oh God my stomach hurts thinking about what happened to it. I don't really know what happened, but I know for certain that this isn't normal for her. For nearly a month she's been just sitting in a chair, day and night working on some stupid game without breaks, and now she just gets up and kills our cat before then going over to attack our neighbour.

When I got home, I saw a couple police cars there waiting for me. They told me that my neighbour's kid was going out to go on a bike ride or something, only to be attacked by my child. They told me that she acted like some feral animal, hissing and biting. Her skin looked rotten in the sunlight, with lumps, off-coloured spots and plenty of black patches visible.

So great, now she's in some institution.

I don't really know what to do now. All of this just happened a couple hours ago. At this point, I just want somebody at Roblox's team to see that something like this is happening and that it's ruining lives. Unless, they're at fault.

No, that's stupid. Unless... No.

I'm tempted to go on her computer and finally see what's going on, but I'm afraid. Is it stupid that I'm afraid of some block game? Yes. Of course it's stupid.

I just don't know what to do right now. I could easily just delete it and wait for my daughter to get the help she needs, or I could look further into why all of this is happening to begin with. I know the risks, I could see whatever she saw and become just like her, but I just need to know. Again, if anybody knows anything, please say so. This isn't a joke, I'm practically begging now.

Post 4

October 21, 3:41

Nearly had a heart attack last night, great.

I woke up in the middle of the night because of a bad nightmare and I could have sworn I've heard something. Like somebody was in my house, rummaging around. I went out to go and look, but nothing was there except for what looked like racoon tracks and food littered everywhere. Scratch marks all over the kitchen, including the fridge and other metallic things. I think I may warn my neighbours about it, but I'm still not sure they want to even see me again for a long time.

How did it even get in? None of the windows are opened and the doors are locked.

I've already decided on calling animal control to check out the house and try to find a place where it could have come from. It's going to bite me in the ass later, but I don't want some creature crawling around my house.

Besides that, not much has really happened.

The house is really quiet. I mean, my daughter was never really that loud to begin with when she was... doing those things, but now knowing that she's gone just makes me feel more alone. I don't want her to be in pain. I just want my daughter back. I just want to hug her and tell her that things are okay and that her daddy will protect her, but I can't.

The psych ward won't tell me what's been going on aside from 'she's not getting better' and that they don't know how long it'll be until she's well enough to go home, if ever. I keep trying to ask them what's been going on, what medication they're giving her, what she's been doing, anything. They're not telling me and keep trying to change the conversation.

I want to sue them for withholding information from me, but I don't think I could even afford for a lawyer right now. I don't even know much about the legal system either, so for all I know there's something on the legal agreement I sighed that let them not tell me things.

This whole month has just been a living hell...

Worst of all, I still just want to see what happened on my daughter's computer, that stupid demonic game. I've been a coward and I'm too afraid to even go into her room. It smells awful, but that's the least of my concerns. Something about being in it just makes me sick to my stomach, probably with it being the place that my daughter rotted in for weeks with me doing so little to help her.

I know this isn't the place to talk about this, but I wish I was a better father for her in those moments. I was too afraid of her, of my own child. It wasn't her. I thought that if I left her alone that she would get better with time. But, now she's attacked the neighbour and is in the loony bin.

I feel like a failure.

I just wanted a normal life after my divorce happened. I wanted to give my daughter a normal life in a time where there's so much confusion and chaos.

Instead I just abandoned her when she was suffering in a trance of sorts, just making posts on a stupid Facebook group.

No offense, by the way.

It's about time that I finally face my fears and try to learn what's going on. Maybe I could report this to the police when I find something.

I don't want to just sit here and do nothing for much longer.

Post 5

October 21, 8:01

It's me again.

I decided to go onto my daughter's computer. I'm back with some info.

I'm serious this time now. If anybody with ANY information as to what this is or what's going on is reading this, please come forward and tell me since I can barely wrap my head around all of this.